after today..guess im feeling better. hmm...tis is wad i hav decided after some serious thoughts. no. i should not giv up. let everything remain the same as before i heard the news..be it true or false. at least..treat her as a good friend. in future, wadever i do..i should at least feel wads shes thinking..instead of guessing n waiting for her to tell me. lolx. its not going to be easy..or even possible... well, i should try. hopefully we will be able to understand each other more n she could see more of my 'good points'.. las of all, trust. should hav trusted her more...
initially, tot of clarifying things wif her. but..i guess i dun need it now. wadever happens, even if im working towards a never-ending goal..i shall hold on tight to tt little hope tt i gav myself. tt hope should not be broken. never giv up till im pronouned....dead by Doc L. wads more, im afraid tt i might irritate her...
"its (true love) lyk a boomerang. you have to let it go. whether it comes back or not, depends.."
tis is the pharse tt shall nv leave my mind..its there to remind me. to protect myself from myself..myself as in, me thinking too much. giving myself overwhelming hope..the sec 4 depression is really scary. dun wan tt to happen anymore..so, think simple! holding on to everything too tightly hurts...its too painful.
for now..i should edit tt pharse abit. "its lyk a boomerang. you hav to let it go. whether it comes bac or not, depends..yet, you hav to hold on tight to tt slightest hope of it returning" same meaning...its jus some additional touch.
watched tian wai fei xian jus now.. wah..its so nice n sweet! Seal of promise. hmm...meaningful. well..hav not sealed one yet..it has to be reserved. lolx. n tt gal..shes so innocent..or perhaps, childish. but, shes cute. she jus react to her feelings....tts the kind of gal i lyk bahx. truthful n sweet..the guy is faithful too.. i envy the couple's love. undying...
