i dun wan! dun wanna change kls.. dun wanna go to s11. totally sux! haiz. jess, shihua, cherie n me kena. y muz they change kls now? y dun they grp us tgt earlier..? i mean..now tt i noe my kls quite well le. now tt im part of class 06S23. part of it. im part of it! y tear me off?! i dun wanna be a loner again lyk the past. im jus tired. tired of making n knowing new friends. jus imagine i hav to go for lessons wif an unfamiliar bunch of ppl. most imptly, a class without her.. theres no more motivation. guess the feeling is lyk..'so near yet so far' bahx. haiz.
my first reaction of the news was shocked, scared n sad. im worried..abt the fact tt the chances for me to meet her will be lessen. naturally the chance to tok will be lessen too. more difficult to communicate too..by tt time, i wun be able to noe how is she doing. lyk sick, pon or wad..everything hav to be asked thru friends..how irritating, esp when i will keep asking. wud we be bac to friends who jus greet each other when we walked past? so wad if we stop to tok..? probably there wun be much topics le bahx. den it will be bac to the wierd wierd atmosphere where we dun noe wad to tok abt. haiz.
hopefully the appeal will pass thru..pls let me stay...... (hey PJ! wad r u man..?! who r u to decide where i go?! i got her gd luc wish ok..! tts the wang pai! so let me stay!)
now im starting to feel tt art is troublesome. first bad impression of tis subj which im supposed to be passionate abt. haiz. johann is another one tts affected. he can be promoted yet he choose to retain. coz hes chem CMI. no matter how hard he tries, its still the same kinda grade. tts wad he told me..so he decided to take art. now he has to draw a masterpiece by these 2 days. how well he draws decide whether he retains or not..how ironic.
anyway, today went for the friendly match wif juniors. won 4 out of 5. haha. but we all so lan lor..all off-form. haben been so fun playing vball. finally bac to the court after a yr. haiya.. so long nv play liao so all the positions all messed up. everytime play till quite lihai. but when i go into court, im lyk a lost sheep! haha. dun noe where to go. hmm.. memories of the trainings came bac. haha. those times when we had fun cheering.. spiking.. discussing strategy to trick opponents.. getting bullied by seniors.. bullying juniors.. haha. :x
