recently hav really been feeling better.. more neutral i think. sometimes its good not to think too much. all these while, the pain tt i felt is amplified by my thoughts. always hu si luan xiang. haiyo... yup. agree tt the feel is still there. still as strong. but i should be clear tt holding on n lying to myself tt theres hope is not the way. since shes treating me jus as a friend.. think i should do the same thing too. lyk tt wun be feeling wierd too. hmm.. should let the feel n everything come naturally. maybe one day can touched her heart? haha. guy muz be more xiao sa wad.. if accepted den good. if not..try again lor. its worth waiting...
meanwhile i should enjoy youth! haha. few days ago dun noe wad event, heard one of the dcs saying tt teenagers should not spent time working. there will bit lots of chance in future. so y work now? should spent time on wad a teenager should do. enjoy youth..coz we wun be young forever..
was watching "simba: legends of seven seas" jus now. hmm...nice cartoon. well, i was rather touched by simba. ok. heres the story. an evil goddess stole a book of peace from a kingdom by transforming into simba form. the palace ppl thus accused simba of stealing n wanted him to hand it over if not he will be executed. he denied n wanted to go beyond the horizon to get the book bac from the goddess. his good friend, which is the prince, trusted simba n is willing to replace simba for execution if he dun come bac in 10days time. well, hes a pirate n he always hav the choice to escape, not returning. but in the end, when he din get the book, he still returned. jus in time to save his friend from dying. i think hes a hero. a man of word n trust. i respect such responsible guy! knowing tt hes gonna die, he still came bac. he noes tt his friend is in trouble, going to die becoz of himself.
other den tt, he spends his time on sea. so carefree.. hmm.. i wud love such life if ever i was given a chance. everyday i will be able to enjoy the soothing breeze. exp the exciting rides of the waves. travel to different interesting places. every nitex can see stars. learn abt the different star constellations. wah...how nice wud it be.....
