was chatting wif sj las nitex..she said something which i think its quite true. she said tt im too serious...its as though im going to marry milk lyk tt. haha.. theres a reason de bahx. las time someone had 'promised' to be tgt forever..she was the one who introduced tt word 'forever'. not me..well, maybe becoz tt was the first time i started a relationship. so still innocent..haha. i really believed it n was hoping so much tt we could last long till forever. but in actual fact i still dun understand her well lor...
since den, my thinking for relationship hav changed. from 'hopefully it can last for long' till 'hopefully it can last forever'. perhaps its common tt anybody will wish tt tis kind of thing can last forever de bahx...i dun noe. so i will always tend to think too far..lyk she wanna be taitai n ive to earn enough money to support her... blabla. haha. but good thing is tt tis giv me plans of wad im going to do wif my career in future..which james n i was discusing one nitex. lolx. okok. so maybe ive to take note tt im getting too serious..come to think of it, it may actually freak her out. think hav to do something to my own thinking of tt le... hmm..
ahh....hwk haben finish. sianz. scared no time to do. coz i still hav to revise thru my notes again lor. alot of things forget le...haiz. nvm... dun think of all these neg stuffs le. should be more pos..
I CAN DO IT DE! COZ IM YIXIAN! IM IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE!! hahahaha..... wad an inspiring self-motivation. haha.
