woah! tdae saw my bud!! hes..err..cute de lor! hahahahaha. he botak so damn cute la! walking ard wif a cap..haha. he poor thing. go camp sick for almost the entire week. aiyo..see la. at first nv take good care...haha. tdae he showed me his police ic. they confiscated his pink ic. will onli return after 2 yrs. anyway..wah seh! the photo is shuai de lor! though botak..but hes in his police uniform! nice la..blueblue de. cool eh.
seriously, i think im quite a blockhead. spare tyre. after so long i realised tt i might jus hav been a spare..hmm. mixed feelings. i dun wanna be a spare. i wanna be the impt one in her heart. but..such things cannot be forced. so..to a certain extent, i dun mind being spare bahx. at least im a spare..rite? i can be her guardian angel who will watch over her n take care of her..(too bad im jus a human. how nice wud it be if i wasnt..den i will be able to protect her at all times..) anyway, 2 days ago while waiting for odac, i was wif laika..she asked me if my lurve was 'reciprocated'. err..i dun noe. really dun noe how to see..so i jus kept quiet n changed topic immediately. wad i feel may not be the truth. furthermore, i always tend to get the wrong idea..always giv myself false hope. so might as well dun think..
but..i hav 2 questions in mind. how to see whether im not longer the spare? how not to be the spare? haiya..y m i bac to tis agn? isnt tis trying to 'jio'..? i myself is confused...but i guess nothings gonna change. STUDY STUDY! :)
