after today, life is changing back. hmm.. ever since enlistment, kinda feel lyk theres no big deal abt life. be it army life or civilian life, its jus mundane and we all hav to go thru no matter wad. one day, if there happen to be a war n we r to fight till death to protect wad we value. jus be it. or maybe jus die upon going thru trainings. jus be it. i noe this may sound selfish coz ur loved ones will be very sad n u jus simply 'ignore'. but look, its normal. isnt it? yrs lata, they will hav to put down n move on.
so, instead of going thru motion n live in boredom or pessimistic depression, y dun we treasure the people ard us n spend quality time with ur loved ones now? y dun we enjoy the events we r going thru now? certain trainings may be tough/ is going to be tough. but where ever r u going to get such an exp? ya. sometimes i do miss the normal life when in army. but so wad? wads the point of being emo n be affected by small little things or worry abt things tt u cant control?
this slight change in attitude towards life has made a difference in me n how i treat the people whom i care. its the present tt matters, forget abt the past n dun think too much abt the far future..
