this cny feels different. isnt really that fun and interesting. not as high too. what happened to those frequent and continuous visits in the middle of the night? what happened to those breathless laughters? i dont feel the cny mood, only when i listen to the songs.
hmm well anyway, a new year shouldnt be darken by these disappointing thoughts. guess i was expecting too much or perhaps its just too soon to come to a conclusion. but my cny is ending soon, 4more days and i will be off to thailand for live firing. sianz. by the time im back, i miss the entire cny period.
'sawadicap~ kong ci (yixian) cap~'
on a side note, this phrase jus reminded me of 'love matters' sneak preview which eugene yongjie kenneth kiajin and i caught few days ago after booking out. lolx. a totally random movie with no proper plot at all. sucky movie i suppose. but there are lotsa catchy though stupid phrases and really 'omg wth!' scenes.
anyway, had early reunion dinner and went stayover at james' house for class gathering 2days ago. i believe we all had fun, at least to a certain extent. espesially the crazy and unglam gals. lolx. and i was very lucky! big win big win! 1won 3 in mahjong. wahaha! but the game played halfway before 3 of them all dont wanna play liao. sianz. next year must bring ps2/ps3 wii blabla. all those electronic entertainment gadgets. like that more fun. haha.
so i was saying cny was kinda boring, especially in the day. but at least i found some entertainment on mio tv, other than my beloved psp. bascially i watched tons of movies today. house of flying daggers, red cliff blabla which i cant really remember the titles. movie marathon, goodies, drinks plus new home theatre system. nice!
am i suppose to feel something? coz i felt it. something that seems forbidden to me now.. and its making me feeling alittle emotional again.
sometimes you see me, sometimes you dont. whats wrong with your eyes? are you doing it on purpose or is it me thats being paranoid?
